Dear Future Lover,

   I am sorry that I am broken down and used.  I am sorry that I cry and apologize a lot. I am sorry that sometimes I stop talking and lose the will to live. But please dont give up on me. I wont always be like this. I am like a gutted house that needs renovation. And ive been working so hard to repair myself but if youd like to stick around and help please do. A few more kisses will mean new insulation to keep me warm and you being there as my new security system will help build me back up. Let us kiss and dance and sing, out of tune possibly, and watch movies and try new recipes and laugh along the way. Dear future lover im sorry youre not my first but i hope youre my last.