you told me that if i ever needed to talk to message you. I did 2 nights ago. I was crying, i bet you didnt know that. This past month has been so hard. So so hard. I went to bed with high hopes. You always seemed to understand me. I thought you cared. I checked my phone yesterday after first period because it buzzed. It was you. You said it wasnt a good idea, that you didnt feel the same as last time. I asked to be your friend, i thought we were friends and lovers. I now know i really did need glasses, I cant believe im so blind. I deleted your number last night. I dont know why I didnt earlier. I guess it was hope maybe? But i think itll be the first step away from you even though youve taken plenty. Goodbye First Love